We have sooo much to catch up on! This hotmail to heaven can’t even fill you in on the minutest details of all that’s been on. Its been a while Ade, and I’m sorry if it seems like I don’t know how to react to your feelings anymore; its just, lately things have been a little awkward with not having you around as often.
I’m sure by now you have seen and hugged both our dads and you’re filling them in on the last few years over some baddass heavenly sandwiches and tea. Eat for two Love; and ensure you tell them that I’m healthy and happy and started a blog, okay? (You can call it an online-journal if they are confused 😂).
Today ushers in a painful reminder. It’s been 365 of your absence already, 365 days of sighing, 365 days of missing you. I miss you, everyday and it pains me to admit that I think about you more now than I did when you were alive.
All we shared – our plans, our fights, our prayers, our loves, our losses, our pains, and our accomplishments. It hurts to think all I have now are memories; and with a year already in-between the last memory we made, I’m terrified to my veins that I will begin to forget.
But your laughter eternally rings in the depth of my soul, your big shiny mischievous eyes and your loving, blunt, spirited self fills the deepest parts of my subconscious.
So don’t you EVER (not even for the tinniest minute) feel forgotten, ’cause you’re imperishably carved in the bowels of our hearts. We love you sempiternally.
“Its been a looong day without you my friend, and I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again.
I’ve come a lo00ng way from where we began, and I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again.” 🎶🎼